unsaidxwishes quotes <3

–Your favorite color is that of red wine, which brings me around to your favorite pastime. With your pen and notebook you’ve blown me away, and I won’t be blamed for not feeling the same.

that will do (:

x

Strange how a single conversation can change you. Or maybe it only seems that way in retrospect. A year passes and you know you feel differently, but you’re not sure what or why or how, so your mind casts back for something that might give that difference shape: a word, a glance, a touch.

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So, please, just be patient. I’m so afraid to care about someone. I know it seems like I’m this strong girl who can get through everything, but inside I’m very fragile. I’ve had so many things thrown at me, and each one has only made a crack. What I’m afraid of is shattering.

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I can’t help but think of the past. What happened to make things the way they are now? My mind drifts so very often and I can’t escape this feeling. I just want to scream out to you and tell you what’s on my mind, but I won’t because you never told me what was going through your mind way back then.

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It’s not that I miss you. I just, for some reason, keep thinking you’re going to walk through that door and tell me that you miss me and you want me and can’t imagine your life without me. I keep thinking you need me and you’re randomly going to call me, IM me, or text me. I keep waiting for the moment you’re going to man up and tell me all this.. then I realize why you haven’t done it yet; because none of it’s true. You’ve moved on now, and you’re happy. Without me..

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a conclusion is simply a place you come to when you get tired of thinking.
^tres vrai

OH AND I HAZ DAILYBOOF
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helllyeah.

Before you, I was never so emotional. No one could make me cry, and no one made me think so hard. But now the tears flow like rain from the saddest sky there is, and my frantic thoughts are tearing me apart. I’m not going to let it end this way. I’m done feeling sorry for myself, and I’m done being broken, and I’m done letting you make me feel like that at all. I’m going to make myself stronger, no matter how I have to do it. Because these thoughts are enough to drive someone insane, and I’m not going to let that be me anymore. I’m taking a stand.

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summer time now (: makes me happy.

i don’t actually have anything to say in this blog which is rather odd, and idk if i have a quote to put in it either.

QUOTE.

I don’t mean to scare you but I have not been sleeping lately, and phone calls aren’t doing much to help. So if it’s all the same, I’d just ask to never offer another explanation or excuse again. We’ll make-believe that everyday we make our lives seem like there’s too much living. But we find out in the end it’s only us we’ve been kidding.

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I should have known that we’d never get anywhere. You can’t fall in love when you’re falling apart. And you can’t make amends if you’re only making mistakes. Empty words can’t fix a broken heart.

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well; i haven’t just had a quote entry in a while. Enjoy.

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-To be happy right where you are. Truly. Just to be yourself and be happy. Not to worry about what anyone thinks of you and your situation. People are always going to have opinions and you always want to right the wrong, correct the lie. Ultimately it’s impossible. It’s certainly impossible for me. Instead, I remind myself every day that I am lucky. Look what’s out there. Look what people are really living through. There’s no comparison. I am happy.

-No matter what I say, things will always be taken out of context and misinterpreted, will always be turned around to make it seem as though I won’t let something go, or that I just keep talking about it over and over. It’s too hard on the soul. I don’t owe anybody anything; I don’t owe anybody my side of the story.

-There is no bad guy and there is no good guy. There are no villains and there is no heroine in this story. It’s just not the case. So there’s nothing to go on trial for, or to stand on a soapbox for.

-I know you think we can’t be together, but can’t you respect me enough to let me make my own decision? I know there’ll be risks but I want to face them with you. It’s wrong that we should be only half alive, half of ourselves. I love you. So here I am – standing in your doorway. I have always been standing in your doorway. Isn’t it about time somebody saved your life?

-I got my things I’m good to go, you met me at the terminal, just one more plane ride and it’s done, we stood like statues at the gate, vacations come and gone to late there’s so much sun where I’m from, I had to give it away, had to give you away.

-So many people hide away from it all through their books, fantasy worlds that take us away from reality. Maybe that’s why they like to read so much — it takes you away from your emotions to a place where you feel what the author wants you to feel, where you have control because all you have to do if you don’t like it is put the book down and walk away.

-It’s probably the wrong time to tell you this, but, well, maybe it’s the perfect time. I realize how incredibly confusing things are between us right now. I can’t even begin to explain our relationship. You probably can’t either. But I just want you to know that if you ever need me, I’ll always be here for you. All you have to do is ask.

-I remember every word you said, okay? I’m not that naive, and I’m not that stupid. I’ve been broken before, I can deal. I’m not scared of moving on with my life. What I’m scared of is that I’ll realize somewhere along the road that you were my life.

-Too many of us stay walled up because we’re afraid to care too much or not be cared about at all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear or rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we’re afraid of what we don’t know. Afraid of what others will think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every time we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don’t be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done, or could have had. What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how much they meant to you? So which is worse; saying something you wish you hadn’t or saying nothing and wishing you had?

-I’m so sorry. I know I did something terrible, horrible to you, and if I could take it back, I would. Sometimes I wish you would just do something horrible to me and then we’d be even. But you, you would never do that. It’s just all these things are happening and I need someone. You’re the only one I can talk to. You’ve always been the only one.

-I don’t want someone because I’m scared for the ending. I’m scared to fall in love again, open up completely, and then just get shut out. Think about it, it’s not a completely irrational fear. You give your heart away and then you just get it back but that one little piece is always going to be missing. Everyone you give your heart away to takes a little piece of it with him, and eventually, what’s left?

-And by the time our generation hits the age of 50, we’re all going to be deaf. The funny thing is nobody even cares. For the truth is, we blast our music to drown out today’s psychotic society.

-Truth is, sometimes you scare the shit out of me. You make me feel as if I’m not alone. Yet, I know any minute you have the ability to rip that feeling from me. Truth is, I love you, and that in itself, is scary enough.

I never thought I’d ever have to worry about something like this. I never thought I’d ever have to worry about something like this. I never thought you’d give me reason to doubt you. I at least thought I’d notice before it came to this. I would tell you that it wasn’t the most terrifying moment of my life but I can’t lie to you. Even if I tried, you’d see right through my false words. The problem is that I don’t trust you any less than I did before. But if there’s one thing I’ve learned from this  … it’s to always expect the unexpected

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hai guys.
gig last night was rather fabb tbh (: loved it, got to spend the night with friends + my lovely boyfriend, drunk though he was, remained absolutely adorable <3

You must understand — and every year it becomes increasingly difficult to understand — how entirely different the world was then from what it is now. It was a dark world; it was full of preventable disorder, preventable diseases, and preventable pain of harshness and stupid unpremeditated cruelties; but yet, it may be even by virtue of the general darkness, there were moments of a rare and evanescent beauty that seems no longer possible in my experience.

^amazing right?