labyrinth
Old kids film, it’s creepy, but awesome.
I don’t know why, but every now and again in my life – for no reason at all – I need you. All of you.
truth be told
On a different day, if I was safe in my own skin then I wouldn’t feel lost and so frightened but this is today and I’m lost in my own skin and I’m so lonely I don’t even want to be with myself anymore.
As long as the music is loud enough, we won’t hear the world falling apart. You cry, but you don’t tell anyone that you might not be the golden one. And you’re tied together with a smile but you’re coming undone.i’d like to believe that i don’t need you. reality is, i need you more than i’d like to admit.
rawr.
we pretend we’re okay and that everything’s fine,
when really our entire worlds are falling apart.
we smile and laugh and put on our strong faces,
and every single day it gets harder and harder.
really, there couldn’t be anything worse to do,
cos it’s times like these when we should give in,
and let the world see that we need them;
that we’re not always perfectly fine.
^i like it.
feeling rather happy tbf. (: s’all gravy y’know.
i love youuuuuu <3 so so so much.
new song
i found a new song today.
called courage by superchick.
^wow, just wow, the lyrics are insanely powerful and amazing.
check it out.
QUOTE–
“I am not fine. I mean, why do you think we’re out here at this bar at two o’clock in the morning? We’re out here because if I go home and go to sleep, the only thing I’m gonna be able to think about is how I gotta get up tomorrow morning and go back to that place, and you wanna know something, pal? I got nothin’. Honest to God, I got nothin’.”
mmhmm.
You know what I think hurts the most? The feeling of being replaced. It’s like no matter what you did, it wasn’t enough. And no matter what you do to try and capture their heart again, doesn’t seem to work. And you’re suddenly left thinking that you’ll never be enough. And a sudden sadness captures your heart that never really leaves.
-Love is a temporary madness. It erupts like an earthquake and then subsides. And when it subsides you have to make a decision. You have to work out whether your roots have become so entwined together that it is inconceivable that you should ever part. Because this is what love is. Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it is not the promulgation of promises of eternal passion. That is just being “in love” which any of us can convince ourselves we are. Love itself is what is left over when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
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home. COPYRIGHT.
and i think, the saddest part of it all, is when you know that all you really want, or need, to do is just go home, but you have no idea where home really is anymore. when you feel like breaking down just because. and when your heart doesn’t know what it wants; and so slowly but surely you just give up, having no hope of finding home or anything that slightly resembles it anymore…
so blog/quote
“You can leave the ugliest thing in your life behind, it’s just most of us are stuck on the side of the road as people slow down to catch a glimpse of our tragedies.”
“My thoughts tend to sound better in books I didn’t write, and in the songs I didn’t sing. Even then, sometimes there is no piece of literature, no song, no work of art that can really explain the way you feel. There is a double-edge comfort in knowing that no one really knows”
I want so badly to believe that
there is the truth, that love is real
And i want in every word, to the extent
that it’s absurd
I know you’re beyond your years, but
do you ever get the feeling
that your perfect verse is just a lie.
well then
i haven’t blogged in a while now have i? how odd, i went through a time where i would blog a couple of times a day, and now i haven’t done it in ages. i also haven’t written in my diary in far too long. i need a proper update on everything, not that much have happened though tbf, everything’s chilled out now, life is pretty damn awesome.
some things are still bad, and could be getting worse again, but i’m going to try not let that happen, even though i only had a cookie and a can of diet coke yesterday. but hell, i’m getting better in general, people have their days right? :]
and i’ve already had cheese on toast today, so s’all good. karate tonight, should be good. not in school today though mind, because i was sick this morning, not pleasent. and my french teacher hasn’t emailed me back ym french coursework, which i need to have memorised by tomorrow. seriously, not good.
uhm, i don’t really know what else to write about tbh, i don’t think there is anyway.
