finally let go.
ahhhhh (:
two month mark is gone and i’m so so so so so happyyyyyyyyyyyy (: <33
anyway.
she’s scared, scared to lose him
she’s scared she’ll do something wrong, to make him want to leave
she’s scared he’ll find someone so much better than her
she’s scared because she’s finally realised how much he means to her
ahhhhhh.
i love you all (:
2month mark.
So, if you’re anyone else but me this is a pretty stupid post.
Me & my boyfriend are about to hit the 2month mark. And I’ve never stayed with anyone for longer than two months, this is because whenever I get to this stage something inside me tells me that I don’t want to be with them anymore. I don’t know why this is or why this happens but it does and it’s getting rather annoying to be competely honest. The last guy I broke up with because of the two month mark thing I ended up getting back together with anyway, and really didn’t work out so well.
So, to get things straight, I am extremely scared to reach this mark with my current boyfriend because I like him one hell of a lot and I want to stay with him for as long as I possibly can. My friend says I should try and forget when the 2month mark was, but it’s quite difficult as he asked me out the day before my birthday and so the date sticks in my head. Not to mention that he mentions it a lot aswell. She says that even if I feel like breaking up with him I should ignore what I feel and just give her a ring straight away so she can persuade me not too. And in all honesty I think that’s a brilliant idea, my other friends would just say “oh, go with what you thinks best” but that really doesn’t help.
So this idea of ringing her, I will most defintely do if I have to. Obviously I’m hoping that I’ll never have to ring her as I’ll never feel that annoying urge to break up with him. So yeah.
So, have you got any “month mark” which happens with most of your ’significant others’? Comment (:
