unsaidxwishes quotes <3

Okay, I am so unbelievable happy. My life is insaaaaanely perfect atm.
Family? Check =D
Friends? Check =D
Boyfriend? Check =D

I’ve sorted things out with my exes and everythings getting back on track and I’m so so so happy (: everything is just absolutely perfect.  I have the bestest friends in the whole wide world, my family and I are actually getting along and my boyfriend is amaazing. What more could I want?  I appreciatte everything I have so much more recently and its just wow being able to feel like this, and just yeah :] i’m so happy.

family, friends, boyfriend <3 i seriously love you all so much

she’ll be the first to admit that she’s not perfect. Her life’s a wreck and the only thing holding her up is the hope that it’ll all get better. She’s got some friends who would die for her and she has friends that would kill her, given the chance. She has the mental stability of a psychiatric patient. And the constant drama surrounding her doesn’t help. She’s lost all of the people she’s depended on, whether it was death or betrayal. Despite everything that has happened to her, the reason she keeps hanging on is the hope that it’ll all get better

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we change for those that tell us what’s cool, what’s not, what’s in and what’s out. I guess we think just because they appear to be so sure of themselves and the world, it makes whatever they say right. But by being so passive, we have only given them a sense of authority, and suddenly our own values and morals no longer matter. Even when we say it’s not us that changed but everything around us, we are only blinded by the fear that we did indeed push away our past, in hopes of a better status in the future. Yet those that actually put forth an effort in an attempt to advise us for the better, we reply with silent actions, silent words. We acknowledge them as fools, for we think whatever they keep trying to embed in our lives is something we are already so certain of. Then we find ourselves at rock bottom, suddenly contradicting everything we so eagerly claimed we had already known. That’s the funny thing about life. We realize things aren’t always as they seem, things also being people. Fools are a lot wiser than we have given them credit for

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don’t ignore me, don’t act like we’re strangers.
I know you love her now and you know I hate her,
but don’t pretend the love we had wasn’t real.
That hurts, that wasn’t part of the deal. We’re not
together anymore, but we are in my heart. When
you look at me like everyone else, it completely
tears me apart.

i love you all, honest, i really really do and i had an amazing day and i’m in an amazing mood and i think i’ll just wrtr a blog soon to express myself.

You don`t need to know any of this. But the things I don`t reveal are the things I hold closest & fear losing the most. I work overtime keeping them veiled & camouflaged. You don`t need to know that I walk around all day fearing the things that make me happy, & that I have been doing that for my entire life.
[ Jill A. Davis ]

I told them all the great things about you, and there were a lot. I was up there for a while. I didn’t tell them everything, though. I left out the complicated stuff, like how it took losing you forever for me to truly find you. And how finding you turned me into someone else entirely. That’s not what they came for. People want to hear that you are great. And you were great. They want to know I miss you. And I do. It’s weird though, I feel like the only one who would understand this is you. Anyway, I left all that out and kept it simple. I told them I loved you like I always have and just like I always will. And that’s the truth.

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4 AM and I still can’t get you out of my head. The music’s just not drowning out the voices, and the lyrics just aren’t numbing the pain anymore.

stop it !
just f*ckin’ stop it and leave it
i’m so sick of you and yourself and everthing!
you’re just so argghhh
just stop it okay
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i actually can’t be bothered to log into xanga. (www.xanga.com/unsaidxwishes)

You aren’t thinking about me at all. My eyes are holding back tears, my pride won’t let you see me act a fool. I’ll be damned if I let you know that I still feel something for you.

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There was a reason why we met, a reason why we say what we say, a reason why we are what we are, and a reason we’re still fighting to never let go of each other.

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She’s still thinking about you. She’s still talking about you. She’s still pretending she hates you. She’s still in love with you, and she’s still pretending she’s over you.

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we’re all a little damaged, some more than others. it just depends on how we try to heal ourselves that what makes us what we are…

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you’re like a secret i don’t want to tell but want everyone to know.

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Is she everything you wanted her to be? I bet she never breaks your heart like me. So it’s one more night I cover up with you. And I hate myself for what I didn’t do.

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How can you say you’ll always be there for me, when you’re only there sometimes. And how can you tell me everything is going to be okay, when you know it won’t be. You have no idea how much to mean to me. And you have no idea how much I’d love to tell you that.

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I can’t get him out of my head. He’s ruining my life and hurting my chance of ever living again. There’s something about him that makes him so terribly attractive yet I can’t put my finger on it. Just looking at him puts me in awe. I guess he’ll always be my perfect flaw.

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I’ve come to realize that you can’t get what you want usually. You can’t just sit there waiting to be noticed. You can’t sit there expecting someone to love you because the person who feels the same way may be waiting and sitting like you are. You have to find each other.

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You know, I miss you. But I don’t want to miss you if it’s not mutual. I think about you everyday, and I’m scared I’m not even crossing your mind.

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I just want to live my life without you. I want to be able to wake up each morning, and not wish that you would call me. I want to be able to walk around with a smile, and pass right by you without a second glance. Without noticing that you never give me one. Maybe you will be the one looking back at me that time.

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You aren’t thinking about me at all. My eyes are holding back tears, my pride won’t let you see me act a fool. I’ll be damned if I let you know that I still feel something for you.

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God, I’ve missed your smile. I just remembered how good it feels to see you looking at me and I can’t describe how much I’ve missed you.

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Randomly she bites her lip, hiding the picture in her mind. Randomly she smiles, she remembers every word you said that night.

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I wait for the days when I will forget who you are. When the taste of your name sounds old and worn. I wait for the days when I won’t remember why I needed you so bad.

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There’s no point in trying to talk to you. I’ve tried to have a conversation with you, but all that comes out is the empty feeling in my stomach and that makes me realize that you will never feel the same way about me that I feel about you.

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Maybe we didn’t meet by accident, and sure maybe being just friends is fine with you. But did you ever stop and think that maybe we were meant to be so much more?

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I bet you didn’t know that I’m terrified of the dark and every time I think of you, I smile. I bet you don’t know that I hate thunderstorms but love dancing in the rain or how much I love laughing with my friends and how much I truly enjoy being happy. I bet you don’t know how many tears I’ve cried just for you or how much I doubt myself everyday. I bet you don’t know how unticklish I am or how I can’t make decisions. And how it drives me crazy when you look into my eyes. I bet you didn’t know that I would do anything to be with you but mostly, I bet you don’t know how much I love you. 

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You need to go this time. You need to see for yourself. I can sit here and tell you that it’s a colossal mistake, that all roads lead back to me, but it doesn’t matter. Words, speeches, they sound great, but they don’t add up to anything. All that matters right now is what you want.

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It’s always been you. And however much I lie to myself, I’ll still know the truth. You were meant for me.

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I guess I could call you and see how you’re doing. But I don’t really have much to say. I just sit all alone and stare at the phone and hope you’re doing okay.

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If it was wrong, it was wrong. If she got hurt, she got hurt. All she knows is, right now this minute, this is what she wants. She wants to be with him.

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I want to forget about you. I wish I could just be friends with you. But every time I hear your name, I still feel a little something I just can’t let go of.

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I don’t understand it. I told myself I’d never like you again. But everytime I talk to you, I see that smile and those gorgeous eyes, and I realize I just can’t get over this guy no matter how hard I try.

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She’s your everyday dreamer. She laughs out loud without a care. Her head’s in the clouds, thinking of him. She’s way too optimistic. But lately you can tell something incredible happened. The way her eyes brighten. All because she got to see the greatest thing in the world: his smile.

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So here’s a piece of advice. Let go when you’re hurting too much, give up when love isn’t enough, and move on when things are not like before, for surely there is someone out there who will love you even more

xx