Sometimes

February 18, 2008 at 3:27 pm (Uncategorized)

Sometimes you have to accept there’s nothing left to save. That click you shared when you were together has gone during the months you spent apart. No matter how awful it may seem, how hard it is you’re going to have to let go. You can’t fake love.

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Dr Cox; Quote<3

February 17, 2008 at 9:44 pm (Uncategorized)

“Relationships don’t work the way
they do on television and in the
movies: Will they, won’t they, and
then they finally do and they’re happy
forevergimme a break. Nine out
of ten of them end because they
weren’t right for each other to begin with,
and half the ones that get married get
divorced, anyway. And I’m telling you right
now, through all this stuff, I have not
become a cynic, I haven’t. Yes, I do
happen to believe that love is mainly about
pushing chocolate-covered candies and,
you know, in some cultures, a chicken. You
can call me a sucker, I don’t care, ’cause I
do…believe in it. Bottom line…is the couples
that are truly right for each other wade
through the same crap as everybody else,
but, the big difference is, they don’t let it
take ‘em down.”
-dr cox, scrubs

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</3

February 14, 2008 at 4:00 pm (Uncategorized)

There`s no reason to break up. All those unreasonable excuses; why break up when you know you still have feelings for that person? You`re just hurting yourself & the person you love. You know you still feel for them, yet you won`t admit it. You don`t love them anymore, you say? Well then let go. Why can`t you let go? Stop noticing what they do or say all the time, quit glancing over when they’re around, stop thinking back to things that they said to you or done with you. Can`t? That`s when you know you`re not over them completely yet. You try to keep yourself busy with homework & try talking to other people, but does it really work? If not, you`re either stupid or you`re dumb. Why? Obviously you still have feelings for them. Let someone know when you care about them; tell them if you love them. Tell them if you miss them. Chances don’t come to you; you go find them. Trust & believe. If you think you have feelings for them, trust your feelings & believe you do, because you do.

So, Yeah.

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<3

February 7, 2008 at 6:37 pm (Uncategorized)

It`s your fault things are the way they are.
Can`t you see the hurt you’ve caused?
If you`re looking for forgiveness,
you have to show you mean it.
But you`re just so caught up
in the person you’ve become.

At the end of the day, there are some things you just can`t help but talk about. Some things we just don`t want to hear, and some things we say because we can`t be silent any longer. Some things are more than what you say; they`re what you do. Some things you say because there`s no other choice. Some things you keep to yourself, and not too often, but every now and then, some things simply speak for themselves.

I realized that it doesn`t matter whether we last a week, a month, a year, or we end right now; I`m happy when I`m around him. I`m so happy that it scares me. It hurts to think that it might not work, I won`t deny that. Once you`ve been shattered as many times as I have, you can`t imagine there`s a person out there that`s not out to break your heart. But I truly believe he isn`t. I don`t have a doubt in my mind that his intentions are anything short of honorable. I don`t want to give up, not just because I`ve been hurt in the past. Not ever person who enters my life is going to hurt me. I just wish that I would have realized this a while ago…I might have saved some heartbreak on my part due to the fact that I was too scared to allow myself to become attached. I`m sick of being scared. I just want to be… and let my heart take over my mind for once in my life. No more thinking rationally. Since when are relationships rational anyway??

to let go isn`t to forget, not to think about it, or ignore. it doesn`t leave feelings of anger, jealousy, or regret. letting go isn`t about winning or losing. it`s not about pride,and it`s not about how you appear, and it`s not about obsessing or dwelling on the past. letting go isn`t blocking memories or thinking sad thoughts, and doesn`t leave emptiness, hurt, or sadness. it`s not about giving in or giving up. letting go isn`t about loss and it`s not about defeat. to let go is to cherish memories, to overcome and move on. it is having an open mind in confidence for the future. letting go is learning, experiencing, and growing. to let go is to be thankful for the experiences that made you laugh, made you cry, and made you grow. it`s about all that you have, all that you had, and all that you will soon gain. letting go is having the courage to accept change, and the strength to keep moving. letting go is growing up. it is realizing that the heart can sometimes be the most potent remedy. to let go is to open a door, to clear a path and let yourself be free.

`Cause that`s what life`s about. It`s about the times where you lay in the grass next to someone you love. It`s about the colour of the sky, it`s about a roaring fire on a winter eve. Everybody hurts, everybody bleeds. Everyone laughs & smiles & loves. & that`s all that it is. There`s no meaning of life, it`s nothing that can be defined. It`s a matter of writing your own definition.

You know what? Tragedies happen. What are you going to do? Give up? Quit? No. I realize now that when your heart breaks, you got to fight like hell to make sure you`re still alive. Cause you are, & that pain you feel, it`s life. The confusion & fear, that`s there to remind you that somewhere out there is something better, & that something is worth fighting for.

&& he looked at me, with the same look in his eyes as the first day we met. && I knew, right then, I could never let him look at anyone else that way again.

As she slowly stopped crying, she realized the good in her wold. Oh, she knew she`d miss him. She knew it would hurt. But sometimes moving on starts with goodbye.

 I can`t tell you how much I`d love to take back every word I said. You gave me every reason to ignore the lies you fed me then. && I`m so sorry, I must escape before you suffocate me, so I waited patiently as long as I could, fought so hard for someone that I loved, but who later turned out to be someone I hardly knew.

Tell me I`m not making a mistake. Tell me that you`re worth the wait, that you`re always going to be there. Make me believe that I`m making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you`re going to be around to catch me when I fall.

Tell me I`m not making a mistake. Tell me that you`re worth the wait, that you`re always going to be there. Make me believe that I`m making the right decision by still holding on. Show me that you`re going to be around to catch me when I fall.

There was a time where I stayed up `til 1 or 2 to figure out the reason why I fell in love with you. I used to have a grip on everything, now what I know is all that`s left of me and what I can`t let go.

There are times when I can`t decide whether to see you or not. I want to see you because I miss you, but there are times when I don`t want to see you because everytime I do, the fact that you don`t see me the way that I see you hurts me even more

you can feel when someone you hold close to your heart is slipping away, little by little. its when the mere thought of losing a friend can bring you tears almost instantly. the pain you are beginning to feel can crush your entire heart. yet everything that you try to do to solve the problems only push them further & further away from you. when the only chance of getting back to the ways things were in the beginning is to hope this person realizes what they may be losing.

we talk like we know whats going on, but
we don’t. we don’t know anything. we’re
young & we’re gunna screw up a lot. we’re
gunna keep changing our minds & sometimes
our hearts. & through all that, the only real
thing we can offer each other is forgiveness.
- Dawson’s Creek

Sometimes i wonder if anything’s absolute anymore.
Is There Still right and wrong? Good and bad? Truth and lies?
Or is everything negotiable, left to interpretation, grey.
Sometimes we’re forced to bend the truth, transform it,
cause we’re faced with things that are not of our own making.
And sometimes things simply catch up to us.
- one tree hill

It’s the kind of relationship where they have a secret handshake, and she begs him to watch Disney movies with her, while he begs her to watch a scary movie instead. It`s where they laugh and joke all the time, but they`re serious when the time is to be serious. It`s where neither of them have to say “I love you” because they know with all their hearts that they love each other. It`s where they can mess around on her couch, and then she`ll laugh at him when he
tries not to look guilty in front of her dad. It`s the kind of love that everyone dreams of.

I`ve never been scared of someone before. Sometimes a little intimidated but never scared. But you, you scare me with your beautiful eyes and your amazing smile. I`m so scared that I`ll want to love you forever and you`ll want me for only a few moments in your life.

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Lovely Quotess <3

February 3, 2008 at 10:10 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , , )

VALENTINES DAY SOOON. YIPPEEEE *Sarcasm* Yeah, I am once again single for this years Valentines Day, Oh Well. I guess I’ll live with it and move on with my life. On a lovlier note! Teen (Spirit) Tomorrow! Wooop! Should be fun (:

Now, to THE QUOTES. <33 Yummmmm

It’s time’s like these, you realise who your real friends are. You learn that being fake doesn’t cut it, holding back doesn’t make it and sometimes being best friends just isn’t worth it.

His annoying habits and the little things that could tick you off; it’s strange the things you miss </3

 

I Say I’m Fine
But I’m Going Insane
I Say I Feel Good
But I’m In So Much Pain
I Say It’s Nothing
But It’s Really A Lot
I Say I’m Okay
But I’m Actually Not.

 

She’s fed up with it all
Tired of believing all the stupid lies and the cheating.
A girl who can’t stand how everyone is just looking for someone to hurt.
& How nobody tells the truth anymore
A girl who wants to get back to the old days.

 

Don’t fool yourself into thinking he’ll miss you, he never loved you; and never will.
The Harsh Reality Of Love.

 

Don’t let him build you up with his words because the higher you get, the harder you fall & believe me, you always fall.

 

A little nervous and out of practise
Sweaty palms and awkward silence
You pulled me closer for a kiss
I’m scared to feel like this

 

She loves him
But she’d never show it
He loves her
But he’s waiting for her to open up
They’re perfect for eachother, but they may never know </3
Do you ever miss me?
Do you ever miss the way we used to be?
When we used to talk and laugh and flirt?
When you used to purposely bump into me in the hall
just so you could see me look at you and smile?
Do you miss our conversations?
And what about our dumb sarcasm that only
you && I understood?
Do you ever miss any of that?
I think that maybe you do
because s o m e t i m e s when I look at you,
you`ll randomly look at me and stop what your doing,
just so you can look into my eyes like you used to.
And even though it only lasts for two seconds,
for those moments everything feels right.
Do you miss that?
I can`t be the only one who does..</3
It isn`t about showing off && saying all the
right sweet nothings at all the ideal times.
It isn`t about acting a certain way.
It`s about being who you are, it`s about laughing,
it`s about being together & that being enough.<33
i`m sorry for everything I’ve said,
&& for everything i forget to say..
when things get so c.o.m.p.l.i.c.a.t.e.d,
i stumble at best to muddle through...
i wish that our lives could be simple..
i do not want the world..
i only want you<3.
I thought I`d write, I thought I`d let you know in the year since you`ve been gone I`ve finally let you go. And I hope you find some time to drop a note. But if you won`t, then you won`t. And I will consider you gone. I know that you went straight to someone else while I worked through all this shit here by myself. And I think that you should spend some time alone, but if you won`t, then you won`t.
It will always be me && you `cause to me,
you`re everything I`ve always needed. &&
that`s the kind of love you just can`t let go
of. You`ll always be able to have me and
that`s something I can promise you.
Just being near you for awhile is e n o u g h.<3
Love comes when manipulation stops.
When you think more about the other person
than about his or her reactions to you.
When you d a r e to reveal yourself truthfully.
When you d a r e to be vulnerable.<33
she missed him everyday.
he never missed her.
she was trying to be strong.
he loved to destroy her.
she just wanted a chance.
he`d laugh in her face.
she wondered what happend.
he never really cared.
she finally moved on.
&& he missed her being there..</3
he waited for her..
&& waiting wasn`t easy.
he watched her fool with other boys
&& all he could ask himself was “when will it be my turn?”
no, waiting wasn`t easy. in fact, it broke his heart.
but it was worth it in the end<33
A three word statement does not justify the importance that you have in my life. Instead of saying “I love you”, I want you to know that no statement in english or any other language could possibly captivate the very essence of how much I truly treasure your existence.<33
I mean, when we were born, you told me that we used to take walks in our strollers together in the park. When we were two, we were best friends, I mean, I, I knew everything about this girl. I knew her favorite color. I knew her favorite food. Then we became six, you know, and Eric made fun of me because it wasn’t cool to have a best friend that was a girl or even know a girl, so for the next seven years, I threw dirt at her. I like to call those “the lost years.” Then when I was thirteen, she put me up against my locker and she kissed me. I mean, she gave me my first kiss. She taught me how to dance. She was always talking about these crazy things and I never understood a word she said. All I understood was that she was the girl I sat up every night thinking about, and when I’m with her, I feel happy to be alive. Like I can do anything. Even talk to you like this. So, that’s what I feel love is, Mom, when I better because she’s here…
[ Boy Meets World ]
I love you. Not maybe, not tomorrow, not someday, right now. At this very moment. I realized something. I need you, I trust you, I admire you. I want you. And you can be wrong a lot of the time, and we can fight, and get mad at each other, but [n o t h i n g], nothing in this world can change the fact that I love you.<33
When you start thinking about him
&& how he makes you laugh, and
How he makes you feel when your around
him. You realize you care about him a lot
more than you thought you did.<33
i felt comfortable around you.
when i was with you, i didn’t have to be perfect.
i didn`t even have to try for perfect.
you already knew my secrets, and things i kept hidden from everyone else.
so i was able to finally just be myself.
which probably shouldn`t have been such a big deal;but.. it was.<33
Best friends hang TOUGH.
they don`t come with fragile stickers
and aren`t easily scared off, or ticked off.
best friends help you out WHENEVER they can,
and make time for you even when they don`t have any.
Best friends are cross-your-heart
and hope-to-die, good-times-and-BAD-TIMES,
borrow-anything, tell-you-everything,
trust-you-with-their DEEPEST-DARKEST-SECRETS
,
always & forever.<33
I`ll be forever thankful.
You`re the one who held me up, & never
let me fall. You`re the one who saw me through,
through it all.<33
-
She doesn`t care if you call her &
wake her up in the middle of the night.
She hates arguing, but you know she`s good at it.
She`s terrified of the dark,
but when she thinks of you, she smiles.
She laughs at your jokes even if they’re dumb.
She loves the way you look at her,
& she wouldn`t change that for the world<33
There`s something about the
look in your eyes. Something I
noticed when the light was just right
It reminded me that I was alive
&& it reminded me that you`re so
worth the fight.<33
so, maybe i was wrong in thinkin`
we were meant to be
& that we were made for each other.
maybe we were never supposed
to fall in love t h e w a y w e d i d.
hell, we probably weren`t even
supposed to meet when we did.
or maybe we shouldnt have met at all.
but i know this much, if we aren`t meant to be,
i cant seem to come to terms of saying
goodbye to you,
and if we weren`t supposed to fall in love
then it was the most beautiful mistake
i`ve ever made,
and if i hadn`t have met you,
i probably wouldnt be the young
woman i am today.
i loved you with everything
i had in me
.<33
It`s the worst feeling in the world to love & hate someone all at the same time. And it`s hard to watch things change when all you want is for them to stay the same. It`s funny but stupid how you want everything & nothing at the same time. It`s crazy when you want to let go, but you keep holding on, & when you want to move on but you`re stuck right where you started. When feelings come and go & you can`t decide what you want. When you have so many things to say but you don`t know where to start. When you want them in your life so bad, but all you can do is push them farther & farther away. It`s so hard to think back to how things used to be & look at it now and realize that things are different & they may never be the same. You tell yourself it`s not worth it, but if it really didn`t matter, you wouldn`t spend so much time thinking about it. <//3
&& there are those occasional nights,
where you break down && cry..
`cause everything`s changing,
&& there`s nothing you can do..<//3
She felt the urge to scream, but her cry got caught in her throat. She wanted to cry, to show him how much he hurt her,
but the tears wouldn`t fall. She needed to end this, but the words couldn`t come out. She wasn`t strong enough.
She wasn`t ready to let him go.<//3
vMaybe love, too, is beautiful because it has a wildness that cannot be tamed. I don`t know. All I know is that passion can take you up like a house of cards in a tornado, leaving obstruction in its wake. Or it can let you alone the armed guards to keep it from touching you. The real tricks it to let
it in, but to hold on. To underst and because you have to build a stone wall against it, set out that the heart is as vast and wide as the universe, but that we come to know it best from here.<33
I`m scared. I`m scared that I`m not going to be okay. That maybe it`s not going to work out in the end. Maybe that`s giving up hope but maybe it`s thinking logically. I`ve had too much time alone to think about this. But it`s like I`ve had this time because
I actually give a fuck about people.
I have compassion. Apparently, I`m the only one. I never got the memo to give up on your best friends.<//3
Maybe I don`t smile as much as her, & maybe I don`t have as many friends as she does; but I`ll bet you she hasn`t gone through what I have. I`ll bet she has never sat down on her stairs & just cried, cried her heart out because the whole world was caving in, and she just couldn`t take it.< // 3
Things were much different then. I believed in anything back then. I had hope. You hadn`t taken it all away from me back then. I had big dreams. They hadn’t been ruined by you back then. Don`t ask me follow you. I don`t think I can take another step. Not with you; Not anymore.< // 3
i think that we got so close, there was no choice but to tear ourselves away from eachother. We`re too young.. && maybe, one day, we`ll be perfect for eachother again, && every mistake we ever made will let us fall into place with one another. Maybe one day we can do this again..

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